Everyday Musings

In the Works

I am in the works. To the best of my head and heart knowledge this is the best way to describe where I am in life. For so long I have been looking to others to be somewhat of my road map, my North Star; something to focus on and help make sense of where I am and where I am going. The hard reality of doing this is that at some point there won’t be anyone to look to. I think that point has finally arrived; it arrived about a year ago but I just was not willing to admit it. There is no one person to look at in life and go, “their life looks a little bit like mine, so maybe if I do this, this, and this I will get to where they are or have the things they have.” I know I was just kidding myself every single time I chose to do this, but I couldn’t help it. Freestyle is not my best style, but it is going to have to become a better style within me than it has been. So here is to the freestyler in me:
*Take an Italian class
*Try a real yoga class
*Publish one of my short stories
*Attempt a Thanksgiving dinner on my own
*Take a trip by myself
*Work in our garden come spring time
These are things I just want to try for me and not because of anyone else.

2 thoughts on “In the Works”

  1. Dust Creative says:

    You go mate 🙂
    Words fall short of how to explain myself, or maybe its sleep deprivation.
    Totally the right thing to do

  2. Nannette says:

    Good for you! That’s the best thing to do and you will love the person that you find in yourself!

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